Sunday, August 14, 2005
lionel's troubled over his previous relationship. been comforting him and knocking sense into him. this is his third and for the previous 2, i was also the one comforting him. and he keeps wanting to meet up. and wants me to help him tide over this issue of his. its weird. like he's making use of me. i've no objections helping him brave through this. this is my part as a friend. but he seems to be making use of me. or am i being a mor0n and over-sensitive.
yay someone just made my day.
heh.
hershey's!
its just those little things that make me smile (:
thanks for all the effort.
am accumulating lipids.
derrick's out ):
take me with you
3:37 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
my appetite's been so terribly good, that... there's been side-effects. if u get what i mean. Zzz~
that day with bao, i'd wantan mee. immediately after that, i'd kfc. not my fault la...bao tempted me by ordering the whole meal
first. haaz kidding. so tell me
h-o-w. and i've reduced my exercising time to practically zero seconds due to...unforseen circumstances that arises now and then. hah excuses. no fret! i'll start...exercising
soon. (=
why am i habouring hope.and the irony is that, i fear.no one is able to comprehend how i'm feeling.or why.on the lighter note, at least i feel safe.my life's a mundane that i feel listless.and hopeless.i'm the culprit who desolates myself into the abyss.
take me with you
10:31 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
went to watch the fireworks display at tampines! we waited for like 2hours plus and were walking aimlessly while waiting for time to pass. jasper la... refused to go to angela's house to watch. think he was paiseh. muhaha. anyway the fireworks only lasted for a few minutes and we were sitting on the open field. hah. it was so breathtaking. though the fireworks seemed "weak" and was kinda low, it was nonetheless,
spectacular. ok lar maybe its cuz its the first time i've seen it live. so
suagu i know la. grumpz. tampines was literally fl0oded with the "
red sea". ok lar in other words, people wearing red. ah lame. haaz anyway, while waiting for the crowd to disperse bef0re heading home, jasper started asking really lameeee questions matched with totally off-point answers... -_-
and i think jasper had a splendid time making fun of me. grrrr. everyone, he's an uneven tan! whaha.
i've been thinking.about the what ifs-and i realised, nofear still lingers in my soul.i'm scared.
take me with you
3:50 PM
its
nationals day! yayness (:
********
fireworks*********
yisi said she might be able to get free tickets to hongkong after the prelims! like,
whoa. but if i go, i'd be engulfed with guilt throughout the entire trip. i know.
met bao yesterday! guess we made a fool of ourselves yesterday at kfc. laughing our heads off uncontrollably. reminded me of
our past when we often felt giggle-ish and started laughing with total madness even at tuition. yes thats
us. she even remembers stuff i've told her bef0re. i love her. =D
sacrificing is a must. but i hope it pays off.
perhaps i've been living in denial.
that explains why i always feel empty.
perhaps i've been dodging.
but it'll get better.
that, i believe.
a nebulous path ahead...
i wouldnt pick that flower. only 1 person understands what i'm talking about. and sorry for embarassing you. muhaha (:
i dont like people who make empty promises.
i dont like such individuals.
take me with you
7:32 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
kay...
i've finally received my
belated birthday present from my sis. after more than
a month's delay! its a dkny top. er. once again, i've no idea when i'm ever going to wear it. besides the bracelet which costs 4digits(muhaha) i've yet to wear or use any of the stuff she's given me. those stuff are just...
so n0t me. thankfully my aunty understands the existence of taste&opinion differences between a 18 year old and a 26 year old.
bought a fila white top yesterday. pl, angela and i have the same shirt now. haaz. gotta be in some red/white top with scho0l base bottom in light of national's day celebration on monday. i thought this only happens in primary scho0l together with the miniature s'pore flag filled with chocolate candy along the stem. geez. i used to buy so many of those flags just f0r the sake of the candy. so dumb right. might as well just purchase one huge pack of m&ms right. zzz.
why didnt i make this choice months before?
all the hassle would have been neatly avoided.
i may be alone.
but i'm absolutely fine with it.
i'm in no hurry to find
the one.
as f0r you, i believe you're happier now.
the load is finally lifted fr0m you.
thats how life's ought to be.
we dont need each other.
besides worrying for the As and getting tensed over it, i'm contented with my life.
uneventful. but i'm safe.
totally mesmerize by derrick's voice.
muhaha i'm mad.
take me with you
2:36 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
it seems like the routh to A levels is an arduous one. correction, it
is. zzz.
no more kbox.
no more movies.
no more shopping.
no more slacking.
splendid.
-_-
my presentation skills need brushing up.
my memory skill is simply...horrendous.
sians.
everyone's getting uptight and intensed.
hope
we'll all do well.
ok la. i'm presently leading a mundane life.
so nothing to update already.
cept that...
derrick rocks la. kelly too.
byebye.
take me with you
10:01 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
there's a chem mock paper2 tomorrow and i heard it was this coming saturday.
i'm highly amused by my own hearing.
c'mon, say i'm good.
doom.
how the heck am i supposed to gauge myself if this is always the case?
grrr.
i'm pissed.
with myself.
take me with you
1:09 PM
